Sunday, March 26, 2006 ( 5:45 PM )
i din blog yesterdae but nuttin much happened aniwae...i went to mustaffa center lookin for my hum saath-saath hain n i found it...yaya so happy den went home..an hour ltr i went to orchard ngee ann city to accompany my cuz on her lunch break...hai...how sweet of me i noe! hahah niwaes it was a long time since i been there...2 mths i guess...i noe how it was during lunch breaks there so packed...if lucky u'll get a place in food centres if not then too bad..u sit on the steps..eating alone...sigh...so dats y i went...
hmm...todae...someting did happen... i duno...bt jus recently..i discovered something bout myself dat i din realis...i think i hv problems with regards to the other species of human beings...the male dat is...haha i duno bt there seems to be a problem i foresee...cos i dun think the problems end here... to make it more undrstandable for the S-L-O-W- ppl...(FYI i m EXTREMELY UNcomfortable wen with a guy alone)
lt me tell u the story of my life wen related to the male species(im not miss universe i noe dat haha bt i do hv my share of guy problem stories)... there was the good boy...back in 2004 hu was known to urs truly thru mail..phone..then proceeded to meetings...i realised dat i hv probs communicating wif the MARS originated homo sapiens haha u c i jus cant seem to connect wif them... ever since Mr Good Boy actuali we had nothing in common(may i add i was inexperienced n dat was the first experiment)omg how evil of me!...n our outings were kinda dull bt i like mr good boy a little la i wasnt a user ok...(actuali i got "inspired" to post this blog aft an incident dis evening)....bt i'll get there ltr...aniwaes i can sae dat the onli situations dat i can reali talk to the other species r if they r my class-mates, my frens,someone i can relate 2 n those i hv something in common ok maebe not reali in common bt he n i noe wat we're talking abt...u noe wat im saeing? n dat will lead to me talking so heatedly...if u c me talkingto a guy lyk..so un-lively...i c no direction in my conversation...n it will be boring..esp if im talking to someone i just met
so mr good boy became a fren instead at last sigh...i tink its better...aniwae aft dat i met mr spikey during my lunch break back in BD daes... he was nice n matured n very fit according to my observations but he lives in another world...the adult working world that talks about marriage n stuf...can u believe it, he tot i was 21 22 wen i said 16 17 he got the shock of his life hahaha it was kinda funny actuali wen i tink abt it now...imagine how tense i was bt being me dat i m..i was putting on my best Ms Cool act trying to be as calm n matured as possible(which he complimented btw)..bt he said something dat almost made me throw out the food i was eating(long john wat else!)n i mean it literally i almost trew it out ok maebe not throw out but i was half choked..aniwaes skip dat part
wen he asked to meet 2nd meeting during my lunch agn i wanted to sae no initially..i mean i din noe the guy...i cud call him Big Bro for all i noe cos of the age gap...bt being the Nice Gal i m i said ok...n he was more of a gentleman actuali(one of my criterias btw)haha he sent me bk to my werkplc exactly in front of the stuf door!!!(i was incredibly late past over my lunch time!!!) i tink if i hadnt said here's fine he mite hv entered n drop me rite in front of my locker!!!haha ok exaggerating bt ya...aft dat he wanted to bring me to dinner!!bt i said werking late nowadaes...then it stopped rite there...lost contact since then
i tot my prob ended there bt NO!!!! recently my youngest bro's fren's uncle (hus not dat old) asked for my no(ok shuddup) so being polite i gave...then he asked me stuf dats a little annoyying actuali...to start with his bdae is one dae aft mine(can u believe it!!!!)aniwaes he wanted to bring me out on my bdae n in my head i was like NO!!! NO!!!NO!!! considering the fact that i dun do well on one-on-one outings...n dat i jus knew him...so i said maebe my family mite bring me out so he said ok...then we talk a bit then aft dat finally it was over...like i said i dun talk well with new guys...
sigh...niwaes dats all gettin tired...
