hoping for a new me
Wednesday, May 30, 2007 ( 10:16 PM )
i hv received numerous advices from various sources to encourage me to u-know become more organised...i dun like it myself...but i realise all the stuff dat happen were my fault and no one else is to be blamed but me because i do not know how to plan my own time n dats bad...wow its a relief dat i can sae dat bout myself...yes good start hazimah...cos in order to change u must dare to admit wads wrong with u in the first place...yupyup omigosh i sound so philosophical...hahaha
wad the hell but i dare not sae wad im gona begin with cos u can nvr noe one dae sum1 might point out hey u claimed u were gona do this but u didnt im not saying this cos im afraid of/to change but jus to be on the safe side u know...enough of taking risks...time to renew urself lady...
u c i have realised alot of things...if i dun start now, its not gona be easy later on, heck it isnt easy even now...
but wen u hv ppl ard u to back u its great...although i must sae there are the many people full of ego out there...and speaking of which, im sure most of u hv seen n experienced this...wen u saw a fren coming ur way or something n they will be like giving this "im walking straight and oops sorry i didnt see u" kind of face haha yea been there done dat...i already had the experience of being on the giving and receiving side so/cos yea i wana understand wad those ppl were thinking wen they were doing these i dunno wat u were thinking antiques...haha im not saeing they did it all on purpose but yea some ppl jus hv the Extemely Thick armour dat i wud call ego n some...well i guess they r jus stressed or yea this line's also kinda familiar...I cant be bothered I dun gv a damn wad they think or yea some ppl reali sincerly out of all honesty SOrry i REali did not See you...haha wad can i sae...Human Beings
so i shall be off now...adios!!
(now i shd not hv any excuse to update late);))
